Saturday, July 31
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Just got home from studying at Kallang MacDonalds. Only managed to study 2 chapters. Oh my..time wasted! No time left! So many things to memorise and comprehend, so little time!! :prays:
Am so tired, tomorrow will be another full day of studies. Gotta have self-determination, perseverence and self-motivation. I can do it! I CAN!
Happy birthday Rayner. Was supposed to go over to his place for a BBQ. But i was too tired, and it was too late. My apologies. Happy birthday happy birthday...happy birthday to you! :sings:
Got back my results for the first POM assignment. 33/40 ! Can u believe it? Well, i cant. Am so glad and happy! I can do better! Yay. :smiles:
Gotta go rest now, gonna try to wake up early tomorrow and begin the hectic day. :yawns:
Just got home from studying at Kallang MacDonalds. Only managed to study 2 chapters. Oh my..time wasted! No time left! So many things to memorise and comprehend, so little time!! :prays:
Am so tired, tomorrow will be another full day of studies. Gotta have self-determination, perseverence and self-motivation. I can do it! I CAN!
Happy birthday Rayner. Was supposed to go over to his place for a BBQ. But i was too tired, and it was too late. My apologies. Happy birthday happy birthday...happy birthday to you! :sings:
Got back my results for the first POM assignment. 33/40 ! Can u believe it? Well, i cant. Am so glad and happy! I can do better! Yay. :smiles:
Gotta go rest now, gonna try to wake up early tomorrow and begin the hectic day. :yawns:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:35:00 am
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Thursday, July 29
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Fuck u. Screw u. Kick u. Slap u. Punch u. Hit u. Bang u. Pinch u. Twist u. Poke u. Hammer u. Bite u. Kill u. Whack u. Push u. Jump on u. Throw u. Pull u. Scold u. Pound on u.
Scream. Shout. Scratch head. Tangle hair. Blood shot eyes. Cry. Jumps around. Roll on bed. Left-right-left. Up-down hit the ground.
This is mental torture. But i feel much better now. Good day people. :smiles:
Fuck u. Screw u. Kick u. Slap u. Punch u. Hit u. Bang u. Pinch u. Twist u. Poke u. Hammer u. Bite u. Kill u. Whack u. Push u. Jump on u. Throw u. Pull u. Scold u. Pound on u.
Scream. Shout. Scratch head. Tangle hair. Blood shot eyes. Cry. Jumps around. Roll on bed. Left-right-left. Up-down hit the ground.
This is mental torture. But i feel much better now. Good day people. :smiles:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 6:42:00 pm
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Just done my Econs revision. Started at 10pm and ended at 1am. Haa. Was chatting online at the same time. That explains why..
Term tests are on next week. Doom day has arrived. :sulks:
Dad prepared lunch for me today. As always though, but today its something different, something special, something ive never eaten before. He came up with his very own recipe. Cool huh? Maggie mee without the sauces and all. He added a new flavour of Cambell soup as the sauce. Tastes good, but the instant noodles tasted really strong. I guess it would be better with speghatti. Shall try it out one day.
It was my ex boyfriend, Kewei's birthday before 12mn. Wished him happy birthday and guess what was the reply? He said "who are u" Wasnt surprising, we had a huge arguement before we officially stopped talking to one another. But it has been a year, i guess everything had been resolved by now. I dont bear grudges for long okay. He's happily in love now, hope he doesnt treat her like the way he treats me. I guess not too. But i'll never know, a leopard will never change its spots. :smiles:
Just done my Econs revision. Started at 10pm and ended at 1am. Haa. Was chatting online at the same time. That explains why..
Term tests are on next week. Doom day has arrived. :sulks:
Dad prepared lunch for me today. As always though, but today its something different, something special, something ive never eaten before. He came up with his very own recipe. Cool huh? Maggie mee without the sauces and all. He added a new flavour of Cambell soup as the sauce. Tastes good, but the instant noodles tasted really strong. I guess it would be better with speghatti. Shall try it out one day.
It was my ex boyfriend, Kewei's birthday before 12mn. Wished him happy birthday and guess what was the reply? He said "who are u" Wasnt surprising, we had a huge arguement before we officially stopped talking to one another. But it has been a year, i guess everything had been resolved by now. I dont bear grudges for long okay. He's happily in love now, hope he doesnt treat her like the way he treats me. I guess not too. But i'll never know, a leopard will never change its spots. :smiles:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:26:00 am
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Monday, July 26
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Whatever that happens today, whatever that you've said had better be true. Dont try to cheat me cos i'll give u hell. I'll curse you till my last breathe, haunt u aftermath. I'll make sure u go burst, and cry out loud. I'll throw pieces of money at you like a pathetic begger. This is gonna be the last time. The very last time. :glares:
Whatever that happens today, whatever that you've said had better be true. Dont try to cheat me cos i'll give u hell. I'll curse you till my last breathe, haunt u aftermath. I'll make sure u go burst, and cry out loud. I'll throw pieces of money at you like a pathetic begger. This is gonna be the last time. The very last time. :glares:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:13:00 pm
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Sunday, July 25
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Oh dear, been really busy these days. Hardly have any time to even log onto the net. A little preview of what i did these few days..
Friday: Lessons from 9-4. Went down town with Lyn and Ting to meet Bird. It was her birthday! Wonderful seventeen for ya. 4 hours of KTV. Sang till my throat went dry.
Saturday: Woke up at 3pm. Ate lunch, did all my tutorial homeworks and completed my Communication Skills assignment before getting ready to go over to my cousin's place. Wanted to swim but didnt have the time to. Stayed over cos it was my cousin, Edmund's wedding day the next day!
The name sounds a little -loss of words-. Anyway,
Sunday, which is today: No idea why, but the bride came super early. I was still sleeping soundly! Washed up, bath, change, make up and ta dah~ Out to see the crowd. Tea ceremony, photo taking, buffet lunch and playing with baby Raymous! So much fun.. Aftermath, head to another cousin's place for a swim. Was happily swimming when the sun came out, got up to tan. Guess what? The sun disappeared. Fell asleep lying there. Since there wasnt any sun, i went back to the pool to swim. Guess what? The sun appeared. Boo hoo. So i got up again and tanned. For like 20mins only. The sun disappeared and we had to go. Bath and all and head home to change into a more presentable set of clothing for the wedding dinner. Food was good, but my tummy isnt. How am i gonna go for the photo shoot tomorrow? :pouts:
Tired tired me.
Oh dear, been really busy these days. Hardly have any time to even log onto the net. A little preview of what i did these few days..
Friday: Lessons from 9-4. Went down town with Lyn and Ting to meet Bird. It was her birthday! Wonderful seventeen for ya. 4 hours of KTV. Sang till my throat went dry.
Saturday: Woke up at 3pm. Ate lunch, did all my tutorial homeworks and completed my Communication Skills assignment before getting ready to go over to my cousin's place. Wanted to swim but didnt have the time to. Stayed over cos it was my cousin, Edmund's wedding day the next day!
The name sounds a little -loss of words-. Anyway,
Sunday, which is today: No idea why, but the bride came super early. I was still sleeping soundly! Washed up, bath, change, make up and ta dah~ Out to see the crowd. Tea ceremony, photo taking, buffet lunch and playing with baby Raymous! So much fun.. Aftermath, head to another cousin's place for a swim. Was happily swimming when the sun came out, got up to tan. Guess what? The sun disappeared. Fell asleep lying there. Since there wasnt any sun, i went back to the pool to swim. Guess what? The sun appeared. Boo hoo. So i got up again and tanned. For like 20mins only. The sun disappeared and we had to go. Bath and all and head home to change into a more presentable set of clothing for the wedding dinner. Food was good, but my tummy isnt. How am i gonna go for the photo shoot tomorrow? :pouts:
Tired tired me.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:48:00 pm
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Wednesday, July 21
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Just got home from Shalyn's place. Been long since i saw her..about a week? yes yes. Miss her lotsa! :smooches muacks: teeheehee~ Went swimming with her. She's weak la, kept complaining how cold it is. Haha. But hey! The swim actually cured my bad flu. Haha. Am so tired now!
So..i went school today just for one hour lecture. Like what da hell right? Shouldnt have went. But, i would miss out a lot. Nono. Im a good girl. :grins:
Kelvin gave me a lift to Lyn's place. Was supposed to head town or something with him. But things cropped up ya. Thanks anyway, a blessed NS days for ya. =X
Time really passes so fast. Its Wednesday already! Cant wait for Friday so i can see my lovable girlfriends. Miss ya lotsa!
Feel like a lesbian huh? Haha. :rolleye:
Just got home from Shalyn's place. Been long since i saw her..about a week? yes yes. Miss her lotsa! :smooches muacks: teeheehee~ Went swimming with her. She's weak la, kept complaining how cold it is. Haha. But hey! The swim actually cured my bad flu. Haha. Am so tired now!
So..i went school today just for one hour lecture. Like what da hell right? Shouldnt have went. But, i would miss out a lot. Nono. Im a good girl. :grins:
Kelvin gave me a lift to Lyn's place. Was supposed to head town or something with him. But things cropped up ya. Thanks anyway, a blessed NS days for ya. =X
Time really passes so fast. Its Wednesday already! Cant wait for Friday so i can see my lovable girlfriends. Miss ya lotsa!
Feel like a lesbian huh? Haha. :rolleye:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:26:00 pm
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Tuesday, July 20
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HIM: hi, how r u?Wat time is yr class?
me (shocked, bewildered): ...
HIM: viciousangel@hotmail.com (received 4 times)
me: ?
HIM: Where u now? Wat time yr sch?
me: Home. Wad's the email for?
HIM: Send wrong.
me: k.
me: Going to sch now..y?
(1 hr later)
HIM: oh i see, sorry msg wrong person.. take cArE
Puzzled, bewildered, shocked, irritated, moody. Early in the morning while preparing to school, i received such unwelcomed message from an unwelcomed person. Ruin my day early in the morning. What da hell..
I din feel happy. Im just feeling weird. Why on earth did HE message me? What the hell was he trying to do? Im sorry, but i wasnt in the least excited over your message. I felt irritated instead. Hmm.. :questions myself: why are u feeling this way? Even more weird huh..
Just couldnt understand what those meant. Was troubled over it. Saw Joshua on the bus, asked him about it. He tried to help a little. Went to class, saw Lucas. Asked him about it too. He couldnt come up with an explanation. But he too tried to help. Saw Gabriel after school, asked him too. As usual, he asked me to fark care him. Haa..In conclusion? God knows what the hell he's thinking about.
Sort of completed my communication skill assignment. Left the last paragraph. So..i did do my job huh! What a good girl.. :cheeky smile:
Meiting! When are we going blading? Oh wait..i cant! Cos my blades aint back with me yet. Damn sister. Wonder when she will bring back the blades from her friend. I wanna go blading and lose some fats so badly! Even mom is supporting me. :pouts:
Im beginning to dread going to school. Every morning i feel so lazy to get outta bed. =(
HIM: hi, how r u?Wat time is yr class?
me (shocked, bewildered): ...
HIM: viciousangel@hotmail.com (received 4 times)
me: ?
HIM: Where u now? Wat time yr sch?
me: Home. Wad's the email for?
HIM: Send wrong.
me: k.
me: Going to sch now..y?
(1 hr later)
HIM: oh i see, sorry msg wrong person.. take cArE
Puzzled, bewildered, shocked, irritated, moody. Early in the morning while preparing to school, i received such unwelcomed message from an unwelcomed person. Ruin my day early in the morning. What da hell..
I din feel happy. Im just feeling weird. Why on earth did HE message me? What the hell was he trying to do? Im sorry, but i wasnt in the least excited over your message. I felt irritated instead. Hmm.. :questions myself: why are u feeling this way? Even more weird huh..
Just couldnt understand what those meant. Was troubled over it. Saw Joshua on the bus, asked him about it. He tried to help a little. Went to class, saw Lucas. Asked him about it too. He couldnt come up with an explanation. But he too tried to help. Saw Gabriel after school, asked him too. As usual, he asked me to fark care him. Haa..In conclusion? God knows what the hell he's thinking about.
Sort of completed my communication skill assignment. Left the last paragraph. So..i did do my job huh! What a good girl.. :cheeky smile:
Meiting! When are we going blading? Oh wait..i cant! Cos my blades aint back with me yet. Damn sister. Wonder when she will bring back the blades from her friend. I wanna go blading and lose some fats so badly! Even mom is supporting me. :pouts:
Im beginning to dread going to school. Every morning i feel so lazy to get outta bed. =(
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:09:00 pm
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Monday, July 19
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Today is the 19th. Been exactly 2 months since we broke up. Its amazing how time flies so quickly when things seemed like it just happened yesterday. One thing i know for sure, time dont wait. :smiles:
Skipped half a lecture today. In other words, me and Hengkai left during the 5 mins break. Well, i guess almost half the cohort left. Not surprising, cos the subject is plain boring.
Watched Windstruck with my beloved brother, Kenny, as well as David and YongQuan at Tampines Mall. At last, i was able to catch it. Had to pull and drag the guys to watch it with me. Haa. Yes its quite touching, almost teared. Wanna catch all the other movies as soon as possible!
Met up with Nicholas and Adrian and two of their other friends at East Coast later on. Chatted a little and took a cab home. Tired. Oh my, im spending my money like water these days. Bad.. Gotta save..!
Projects projects.. Have to hand in one on Friday and other on Monday. Havent started on it yet. Wanted to do it today, but guess what? Im tired. Haa. Excuses. Alright, i'll do them tomorrow. Yes i will. Trust me. :rolleye:
Today is the 19th. Been exactly 2 months since we broke up. Its amazing how time flies so quickly when things seemed like it just happened yesterday. One thing i know for sure, time dont wait. :smiles:
Skipped half a lecture today. In other words, me and Hengkai left during the 5 mins break. Well, i guess almost half the cohort left. Not surprising, cos the subject is plain boring.
Watched Windstruck with my beloved brother, Kenny, as well as David and YongQuan at Tampines Mall. At last, i was able to catch it. Had to pull and drag the guys to watch it with me. Haa. Yes its quite touching, almost teared. Wanna catch all the other movies as soon as possible!
Met up with Nicholas and Adrian and two of their other friends at East Coast later on. Chatted a little and took a cab home. Tired. Oh my, im spending my money like water these days. Bad.. Gotta save..!
Projects projects.. Have to hand in one on Friday and other on Monday. Havent started on it yet. Wanted to do it today, but guess what? Im tired. Haa. Excuses. Alright, i'll do them tomorrow. Yes i will. Trust me. :rolleye:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:30:00 pm
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Been 2-3 years since i went back to church. Today, i did. Service was good. Been really long man, so many new faces in the youth ministry. Well, hope my life will gradually revert back to how it was started to be.
Been 2-3 years since i went back to church. Today, i did. Service was good. Been really long man, so many new faces in the youth ministry. Well, hope my life will gradually revert back to how it was started to be.
Recently, my mom has been grumbling a lot about my dad. Problem arised due to my sister. My dad always blames my mom whenever we create problems. I can see she's damn jaded. What to do..she married a chauvinist. Girls can live without guys, but guys can never live without girls. Qouted by my mom. Haa. She was complaining to me just now, wondering when can she have her freedom to do whatever she wants, go wherever she wants. I replied her "dont die before dad lor". True isnt it? Too bad mom, dad will never give you that kinda freedom. So why do you think im trying to get mine now? So next time i wont suffer that much, cos i had mine. :evilgrin:
In conclusion, i was told never to get married. Especially with my kind of temper, my marriage will always be on the rocks. To the girls, never be afraid of your guy. And to the guys, never try to reign the world. Girls are as good as you are. :winks:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:27:00 pm
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Friday, July 16
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Never try to rest your head on the bus if you're almost falling asleep. Chances of falling aslepp and missing your stop are high. Fortunately for me, i only missed one stop. =]
Just woke up not long, feeling blur as usual. Am gonna revise my work a little first before i get back to sleep again. Its a Friday today, everyone's out. But Xuan no longer stays out on a Friday night. Sad case huh..
So many movies i wanna catch these days. Mean girls, Windstruck, Super size me, Brotherhood.. Gonna catch it soon. Gotta find someone to accompany.. Where are all my movie kakis?!
Never try to rest your head on the bus if you're almost falling asleep. Chances of falling aslepp and missing your stop are high. Fortunately for me, i only missed one stop. =]
Just woke up not long, feeling blur as usual. Am gonna revise my work a little first before i get back to sleep again. Its a Friday today, everyone's out. But Xuan no longer stays out on a Friday night. Sad case huh..
So many movies i wanna catch these days. Mean girls, Windstruck, Super size me, Brotherhood.. Gonna catch it soon. Gotta find someone to accompany.. Where are all my movie kakis?!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:33:00 pm
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You're a realist who applies expediency and reasoning as you manage and adapt to situations...you are aware of what is going on in the environment and are able to respond quickly to the actual facts, making sure the odds are in your favor...
You're straight-forward, pragmatic, honest people who prefer action to conversation..you have a good understanding of the way things work, and are not pretentious...analytical...you tend to make logical and private decisions, stating things the way you see 'em...
don't like to be tied down and don't like working in a structure or schedule...you need to anticipate immediate practical needs in situations and to present a logical straightforward plan for meeting those needs...
Curious and observant... convinced only by hard, reliable facts...veritable storehouses of information...realist able to capitalize well on available resources... quiet and reserved...appear cool and aloof and are inclined toward shyness, except with good friends...
You operate on impulse....you learn best when you can observe first-hand in a one-on-one situation...prefer to learn alone...you thrive on excitement and action...probably like outdoors and sports....good trouble shooter...you lead through action...by setting an example...you'd prefer to managed loosely at work so bossman isn't breathing down your neck.
It's important to pursue your interests.. you will do what it takes to make time or money for your leisure-time pursuits (like pay for a Storm Palace subscription?) ....you like to have the latest and finest equipment for whatever your hobby is...you probably get turned on just reading the Trivial Pursuit cards just to learn the information....
Love? Responsive yet realistic, huh? You seek partners who'll give you your freedom (especially for hobbies and interests) or will at least participate in 'em with you....you're attentive to the little things that your partner will like..you like to surprise them with gifts and stuff... you'd rather show your feelings through actions than express them with words....
When scorned by a love, you don't share it with the world... you're usually not vindictive when the relationship is over...you don't give up easily on the relationship unless you're convinced by the evidence.
Things to be careful about: difficult to share your reactions...look for the shortcut or the easy way...slack off occassionally....develop a step- by-step plan...don't keep important things to yourself...you might take in so much information that you feel overwhelmed by it...you may be hesitant to make decisions....this makes you appear undirected...don't move on to new tasks before your other ones bear fruit...
You're a realist who applies expediency and reasoning as you manage and adapt to situations...you are aware of what is going on in the environment and are able to respond quickly to the actual facts, making sure the odds are in your favor...
You're straight-forward, pragmatic, honest people who prefer action to conversation..you have a good understanding of the way things work, and are not pretentious...analytical...you tend to make logical and private decisions, stating things the way you see 'em...
don't like to be tied down and don't like working in a structure or schedule...you need to anticipate immediate practical needs in situations and to present a logical straightforward plan for meeting those needs...
Curious and observant... convinced only by hard, reliable facts...veritable storehouses of information...realist able to capitalize well on available resources... quiet and reserved...appear cool and aloof and are inclined toward shyness, except with good friends...
You operate on impulse....you learn best when you can observe first-hand in a one-on-one situation...prefer to learn alone...you thrive on excitement and action...probably like outdoors and sports....good trouble shooter...you lead through action...by setting an example...you'd prefer to managed loosely at work so bossman isn't breathing down your neck.
It's important to pursue your interests.. you will do what it takes to make time or money for your leisure-time pursuits (like pay for a Storm Palace subscription?) ....you like to have the latest and finest equipment for whatever your hobby is...you probably get turned on just reading the Trivial Pursuit cards just to learn the information....
Love? Responsive yet realistic, huh? You seek partners who'll give you your freedom (especially for hobbies and interests) or will at least participate in 'em with you....you're attentive to the little things that your partner will like..you like to surprise them with gifts and stuff... you'd rather show your feelings through actions than express them with words....
When scorned by a love, you don't share it with the world... you're usually not vindictive when the relationship is over...you don't give up easily on the relationship unless you're convinced by the evidence.
Things to be careful about: difficult to share your reactions...look for the shortcut or the easy way...slack off occassionally....develop a step- by-step plan...don't keep important things to yourself...you might take in so much information that you feel overwhelmed by it...you may be hesitant to make decisions....this makes you appear undirected...don't move on to new tasks before your other ones bear fruit...
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:00:00 am
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Thursday, July 15
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Nightmares attack! U'll never know how scary nightmares can be when you experienced mine..Oh man..
Just got up, damn..im feeling so blur right now. So scared, so confused, so..unbelieveable that i can have that kinda dream. Hmm..
Gotta finish up my project later, tomorrow's the deadline. Gotta rush gotta rush! yes yes..
So, im supposed to go blading today with Meiting and her brother as well as her cousin. Lesson ended at 4pm when it was supposed to end at 5pm. Ting said they'll be meeting at 6pm so i agreed to stay in school for an hour to wait for Gabriel to finish his lecture. Met up with Quek during that hour. Slacked around in the libray. Haa.
After which, met Gabriel, then we went to look for Joshua. Saw Marcel, ate some chocolates. lol. Rushed home, guess what? One of my blades was at my sister's friend's place and the other was spoilt. So in the end, i couldnt go blading with them. There goes my diet plan. Blading is gonna be a weekly routine from now on. Right Ting? Yes yes..hee.
Gonna be a lonely Saturday this week.. =(
Nightmares attack! U'll never know how scary nightmares can be when you experienced mine..Oh man..
Just got up, damn..im feeling so blur right now. So scared, so confused, so..unbelieveable that i can have that kinda dream. Hmm..
Gotta finish up my project later, tomorrow's the deadline. Gotta rush gotta rush! yes yes..
So, im supposed to go blading today with Meiting and her brother as well as her cousin. Lesson ended at 4pm when it was supposed to end at 5pm. Ting said they'll be meeting at 6pm so i agreed to stay in school for an hour to wait for Gabriel to finish his lecture. Met up with Quek during that hour. Slacked around in the libray. Haa.
After which, met Gabriel, then we went to look for Joshua. Saw Marcel, ate some chocolates. lol. Rushed home, guess what? One of my blades was at my sister's friend's place and the other was spoilt. So in the end, i couldnt go blading with them. There goes my diet plan. Blading is gonna be a weekly routine from now on. Right Ting? Yes yes..hee.
Gonna be a lonely Saturday this week.. =(
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:24:00 pm
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Tuesday, July 13
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11.50pm. My eyelids are becoming heavier and heavier despite the fact that ive took an afternoon nap. How am i to complete my projects on time and revise my lectures? How am i going to be the top 6 or 7 peeps out of 138 coursemates to get into a local university in 3 years time?
Hit by the real world. So many projects, so little time! So many points to include, so little knowledge! So many questions, so little solutions! Bad..
Am getting more and more irritated by my hair. Its a bad hair day every single day. Should i dye it black? Maybe i'll try dark brown, which usually turns out no difference from black. Im gonna be a studious role model. Yay..
2 projects to be done tomorrow. I hope i will be able to complete em. Not much time to lose! I still have many in hand. Tertiary life is like a total 100% change from Secondary. I miss my classmates, not the school.
Canteen food is getting on my nerves. Besides western food, there is only western food. All the others were inedible, in a way. Im getting sick of it. Its making me fat! There goes my diet plan, all down the drain..
Talking about food, i was feasting on vanilla with chocolate chip ice cream while watching tv when my parents returned with a big typical red plastic bag of durians. The glutton me, got tempted and ate em. How sinful..
11.50pm. My eyelids are becoming heavier and heavier despite the fact that ive took an afternoon nap. How am i to complete my projects on time and revise my lectures? How am i going to be the top 6 or 7 peeps out of 138 coursemates to get into a local university in 3 years time?
Hit by the real world. So many projects, so little time! So many points to include, so little knowledge! So many questions, so little solutions! Bad..
Am getting more and more irritated by my hair. Its a bad hair day every single day. Should i dye it black? Maybe i'll try dark brown, which usually turns out no difference from black. Im gonna be a studious role model. Yay..
2 projects to be done tomorrow. I hope i will be able to complete em. Not much time to lose! I still have many in hand. Tertiary life is like a total 100% change from Secondary. I miss my classmates, not the school.
Canteen food is getting on my nerves. Besides western food, there is only western food. All the others were inedible, in a way. Im getting sick of it. Its making me fat! There goes my diet plan, all down the drain..
Talking about food, i was feasting on vanilla with chocolate chip ice cream while watching tv when my parents returned with a big typical red plastic bag of durians. The glutton me, got tempted and ate em. How sinful..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:49:00 pm
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Monday, July 12
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Sudden crave to start my blogging life once again. Been really long since i stepped into blogger.com.
School has started for 4 weeks. Am a lil more closer to my classmates now. An irony how i can be so well known in Secondary school, knowing almost every single mates in school ended up being known more to an antisocial right now in polytechnic. People do changes. One thing i cannot disagree.
Been so weary and exhausted these days. Both mentally and physically. Lack of sleep? Or is there just too much things on mind its way beyond my control?
Went for the photoshoot yesterday for Lynne Magazine. A new magazine yet to publish. Was great i supposed. A new learning experience for me.
Got woken up not too long ago by this lady who dialled my mobile. She was calling from a model agency asking me down for them to take a look. I told em im not interested cos i was more interested to get my beauty sleep then. She talked a lot, i obliged in the end. I know it will just be another waste of time.
Suddenly i felt very moody. Its like, no matter how many issues of magazine i appear in, how many projects i accepted to be their model, HE will still not return. No matter what i do, though i know there's nothing else i can do, HE will still not be mine. So what's the point? What's the point of stepping into the entertainment circle?
I can forgo anything, everything, just for HIM.
Sudden crave to start my blogging life once again. Been really long since i stepped into blogger.com.
School has started for 4 weeks. Am a lil more closer to my classmates now. An irony how i can be so well known in Secondary school, knowing almost every single mates in school ended up being known more to an antisocial right now in polytechnic. People do changes. One thing i cannot disagree.
Been so weary and exhausted these days. Both mentally and physically. Lack of sleep? Or is there just too much things on mind its way beyond my control?
Went for the photoshoot yesterday for Lynne Magazine. A new magazine yet to publish. Was great i supposed. A new learning experience for me.
Got woken up not too long ago by this lady who dialled my mobile. She was calling from a model agency asking me down for them to take a look. I told em im not interested cos i was more interested to get my beauty sleep then. She talked a lot, i obliged in the end. I know it will just be another waste of time.
Suddenly i felt very moody. Its like, no matter how many issues of magazine i appear in, how many projects i accepted to be their model, HE will still not return. No matter what i do, though i know there's nothing else i can do, HE will still not be mine. So what's the point? What's the point of stepping into the entertainment circle?
I can forgo anything, everything, just for HIM.
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